Friday, October 27, 2006

Where are you?

Ok, girls. You are my solid ground. I need you. I think that you need to make it to this blog more often. Please! I need you.

Today has been one of those wonderful days that you just wonder all day long how you have been so blessed. I didn't work today so I got up late. I have been lounging around the house, reading, playing guitar and enjoying the life that I have been given. I am truly so blessed.

My thoughts have been so challenged with the book that I am reading. I have thought of God my whole life as intimately involved in my life. I know that He walks beside me and that He has a plan for me but today I have come to understand it in a deeper sense I think. I have always thought that He created and then was over His creation caring and intervening when He needed to. I am realizing today that it's not that way. I think that maybe He called creation into being and then He calls us from ahead. That's differant than pushing us from behind. It's not like the past is making room for the future but more like history is constantly being invited to recieve the gift of the future. He is out ahead calling us to follow. He also runs next to us wherever we wander untill we make it to Him in the end. My thoughts are a little bit disjointed but this just seems wonderful.

I need to go. I am going to go hand out with a friend for a little while. I love you girls. I have so much that I want to share with you. I don't want to become disconnected!

the Little One